Wow. It’s been a really long time since I’ve been here and posted anything. It’s almost been 3 years since the reason I started the blog. As you can tell from the last post, I felt released from the burden of bloodletting the grief and just felt I needed to wear it for a while.
I was angry, depressed, confused, felt betrayed, hated my body, went through a period of resenting my husband for not wanting anymore children, but I can say that we made it through all of that. God is a miracle worker in case you hadn’t heard. Glad to be on His side with His son at my side.
I know very few have read these thoughts, but I’ve referred to them over and over to help me remember our boy, not to wallow in despair, but to remember where God has brought us through faith.
